Moment

i hate this.
this constant deadline on my life. Whenever i'm trying to live in the moment, it passes me by and reminds me, i have a limited amount of moments to live in.
And when the moments are endless, i don't desire to live in any of them. But they are only endless because of that.

Is this tantamount to that theory of desire -- that you want the one you can't have? And the few that you do have only fuel your want for more. and those basic, pointless moments you just have too many of -- you can't think less of them. But a basic moment can transform into this moment of madness that escapes your grasp. How so? With a catalyst, of course.

When you can see a moment for what it really is -- cherish it -- then you can live in it. When you have revealed its splendor, it knows. And then it taunts you.
You want it.
and it asks why it should give itself up to you when you didn't want it before. Its no mistake of yours to neglect it early on, but that moment can certainly take advantage of you now. So how do you stop this insanity? That's as pointless as asking how you can stop love (which is either the most powerful force in the universe or second to hate)

It's impossible.

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