Tuesday

Another post about how i've changed which will probably be negated in a few months

(I told mike about this the other day) :
Changing your Personality.


You could have looked at me last january or so and realized i was crazy. There was a frenzy about love, me exploding everywhere to all my friends. Michael chen even said recently, "I liked the spazzy old diana".
Yeah i was a very emotional, very feeling-based person, and there is still a lot of that in me. up till what, january of this year, i was spazzy ol' Diana. well, lose the spazzy part, keep the emotional part, i guess.



My parents used to argue with me: do not be too emotional, you will get hurt.
I said: @$*(&. stupid asians.


But now i realize, it's all subjective. Completely. Back then, i thought being emotional was perfect. I thought life would be enhanced by being emotional.
But recently i've become slightly less centered around the old things. I think even Xtine's noticed that i don't complain about UC or RC or ABCDEFG anymore.

Love makes you weak.
It's a fact.
My grades suffered.
All because i cared too much.

Mike: overcoming love?

yes mike, it WON'T REALLY EVERHAPPEN.
but it can happen to an extent.
When you stop caring about everyone you love,
life
is so much cleaner.

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