After-School Clash o' Hearts

"I would like to quote Mike's 6th grade picture." *makes face*.
For some reason, the following rant appears double-spaced.


I'm sick of living on the poles, so to speak. Well, actually, I'm the only one who'd ever speak that. But its like I really do have bipolarity or mood swings or whatever that girl (whose name i will not mention) apparently goes through like everyday. And its pretty obvious with her. I bet you can guess what kinda pole I'm at today.

I think the main contributor here is that i'm just so prone to change, and so affected by the world around me. Well, that's not the way to put it. After all, I rarely get very angry, like grudge-holding. Once i'm done with a fight, (which is hardly a fight at all most times) I'm back to normal like someone who gets rejected and called up again for a movie the same day. Wow, that was a retarded analogy.

ANYWAYS, I feel like I've got a Dustin complex. Well, its really a Diana complex first. But I mean I really really really don't want to have a Dustin complex, not to insult Dustin, but i see the way certain things affect him, and its quite detrimental to his health, and it is very annoying. But its part of me. Its my weak spot. Actually, everyone
has this complex. But I hardly see it engulfing people like the US did to Mexico during the Mexican-American war. Geez, analogies today!

I'm sick of THAT person. (Different person from any of the above mentioned). Heavens, I've always thought that they were perfect, and I still do. But its like, however innocent they may seem on the outside, what if they really are the pure evil smooth-player that I've heard from others/ am perceiving purely out of paranoia? It would be God-awful. Its like giving the smartest, most beautiful person you know the power to be good or do bad.
And having them pick the wrong one. <--Good analogy!

And no one else sees it.