Literally.
So, first off I'd like to say that due to my parents' incompetence, I broke down crying last night and had to call Mike for the first time ever. Parents wouldn't let me use the computer (this got physical) and I didn't even get a chance to say happy new year to anyone so I just picked up the phone in front of their face and was like, screw this. (I know, I'm usually a rational person.)
Backtracking a bit, break really has been kinda rough. Yeah. But you know what? time is the great destroyer, fortunately and unfortunately. You forget things over time, some things you don't want to forget but what choice do you have at this point? Stay the course (which leads most inevitably to doom), or get out with a whole lotta scars.
On a third note, are one of you ignoring me? Because that is totally the vibe I'm getting. Granted, I need more time to assess.
You can take your pretty face and promises-I-make-when-I-need-you somewhere else. And, as I've been youtubing a lot lately thanks to my new computer (yay!!), I've been listening to a lot of music, including this:
"I don't give a damn
what you say about that."
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