Dedicated

don't you just hate it when you can't seem to love someone and you can't seem to hate them either and they've rejected all your kindness one too many times and you don't know what to do with them?? NO?? you should live a little more , then.
Today was the last martial arts club. Mali and i went and there's no doubt she'll be captain of the team by next year... while i try to learn how to play hackey sack...is that even how its spelled...? All the people on the bus are like warcraft geeks now and today is dustin's birthday. I know its not his fault but i'm kinda annoyed at him for something that involves him but poor dustin can't see that its just a plot and he is being used!!!!
i realized the way to get over someone isn't to try and forget about them. You have to look them in the eye and tell yourself they don't matter and if you do it enough times your heart will be convinced. Then again some hearts are soo independent its like the heart is the person and i'm just the car its sitting in trying to look good.
I'm starting to think what i'm listening to is rap after all. Eww.
The tech test was soo fun. I sat there and listened to music and wrote everything i ever had or copied from nick brown the 3 minutes before tech started (which wasn't much). Then kian and co. asked me if i put the moment equation down. whats the moment equation? You know that feeling you get when you know your gonna fail because the stuff you wrote is crap, but you approached it so cleanly and have so much info written down that it looks like an A+ test from really far away. say, 4 years ago far away.
Christine wonders what type of guy i like. And frequently i've determined its mostly personas que no conozco heh. I'm a guy at heart :)
Math homework COmp sci test TEST TEST TEST SYMPOSIUM SHAKESPEARE FINAL TEST TEST TEST o my god. I don't even know what i'm doing half the time. I'm just a shell sitting in a classroom pondering life while life passes me by. DAmmit random porn popups